Urrh, I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE.
WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING?! I have an account in DeviantART, but it actually makes my confidence go down, with all the GREAT ARTISTS registered there. I think I can draw well and anything (< Ha, ha, ha) but I'm not at the same level with them, you know.
I guess I have to just... draw something that's QUITE ALRIGHT and looks like me (< Not really.) ... I dunno :S
I have no idea what's the meaning of this entry.
-Misto
Monday 27 September 2010
Wednesday 22 September 2010
22092010
I lied. I didn't scan a picture of her. I didn't write a story about her. Yeah, Misto is such a wonderful creature, I don't know how to write or draw her. So, I wrote about Luke Sellers, one of my characters.
And well, the inspiration to Luke was ... while I had a jacket, which made me calling myself the British Officer. So, that made me think about British private, who... hated everything about war. And well, because I don't want to spoil anything, I'll just say that something during the war happened and made him... angry and frustrated and furious. Yeah.
But yeah, here is something about him.
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So, after couple of years Carla and Luke got married and they lived happily until the end. Luckily there wasn't the third world war when they lived.
The story... was full of talking. Well, it could be worse, Luke could just think everything, but now there was Carla, who talked too.
... Weird.
-Misto.
And well, the inspiration to Luke was ... while I had a jacket, which made me calling myself the British Officer. So, that made me think about British private, who... hated everything about war. And well, because I don't want to spoil anything, I'll just say that something during the war happened and made him... angry and frustrated and furious. Yeah.
But yeah, here is something about him.
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Luke Sellers looked the sea. Actually, he was looking beyond it. He wanted to go on with his life now, when the war was over. But he couldn’t, because his wife was dead, and there was nothing more in his life. The only thing that was left from the time before war was his dog – German shepherd Bob.
Bob was also looking beyond the sea. He didn’t know anything about what happened to Luke’s fiancé and the war. Luke was jealous to him – even if he was a dog. But Bob didn’t have to think so much about all the death and sorrow the war has gave to them and to the whole world.
“Should we leave from England, huh?” Luke said and bent over to scratch Bob. “Should we leave from here, while everything here is so awful? Or should we carry on?”
“I think the dog doesn’t answer you “, a voice said, and the voice belonged to a woman. She was looking at Luke and Bob. Luke smiled a little, so did the woman.
“No, it doesn’t “, Luke said. “And that’s a pity. I think Bob has an opinion about moving away.”
“He does?”
“No.”
“Yea, that’s what I thought “, woman said and smiled again. “My name is Carla.”
“I’m Luke “, Luke told. “So…”
“So “, Carla said. “You were a soldier?”
“Yeah, unluckily “, Luke said. “I hate the war.”
“So do I and almost everyone else “, Carla said. “Go and ask anyone, you can be 99 percents sure, that the answer is ‘yes, I hate the war’.”
“Yeah, I know “, Luke said.
“So, you are moving away from here?” Carla asked. “May I ask you why?”
“I’m afraid that you asked so already. But yeah, I think I could move away from here. I mean… I lost my wife in the war.”
“Oh “, Carla said. “Some other soldier killed her?”
“Yes, but that’s not all. It was British soldier, and she was from German and… I don’t know. It just happened “, Luke told and it looked like that even Bob was listening. “And I hated him more, than I hated the war. And after that I hated war more, than anything else, because… Well, it’s just complicated.”
“I know “, Carla said. “But… were could you move? I mean you are not going to the U.S.A?”
“Why? I shouldn’t go there or what?” Luke asked.
“Well, it’s just that… It’s far away. And would I ever have a chance to meet you again?” Carla asked. Luke smiled.
“Why, I thought I was depressing and… just a soldier, you know? Everything that goes in my head is the war “, he said.
“I could try to cheer you up. All you need is a friend “, Carla said.
“The war is a defeat, even if we won “, Luke said and got up. “And for me it was nothing more than a defeat. So, I don’t know about friends, the only one I trust now is myself, because… That soldier that killed my wife was my friend… until then.”
“Well, where is he now?” Carla asked.
“Dead, killed by German soldiers. It would be easier for me, if I killed him “, Luke said.
“Don’t say so “, Carla said. “Murder would be a burden to you, when you get older.”
“I feel old already “, Luke said and smiled. “But maybe you are right. I felt wrong to kill anyone. But I don’t know what to do, if the third world war starts. Could anyone stand it?”
“I don’t know. What could be the start of the third war?”
“I don’t know, but there are chances. U.S.A, U.S.S.R, Germany…”
“Yeah. Well, let’s not worry about it now, OK? Let’s… do something, so we are not thinking just the war. It might not be good for anybody.”
“It’s such a big thing, how can you just remove it from your mind?”
“I don’t know, maybe no one can. But still, it would be easier to think anything else, even for a minute or two.”
“I guess you’re right “, Luke said. “So, what should we do then?”
“Oh, anything!” Carla said and smiled. “Sky is the limit.”
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So, after couple of years Carla and Luke got married and they lived happily until the end. Luckily there wasn't the third world war when they lived.
The story... was full of talking. Well, it could be worse, Luke could just think everything, but now there was Carla, who talked too.
... Weird.
-Misto.
Monday 20 September 2010
20092010 - New Character
Hello.
Yesterday (I hope it totally was yesterday) I made a new character, who is also my alter ego (alter ego is like another me. ...I have lots of alternative Me's, but still.) . I wish I had a beautiful picture of her, but right now I'm awful drawer (usually I'm good, but not now) and I have no idea what and how to draw her.
My character is called Misto and she's like a goblin. She has red hair, elf-ears, green eyes and freaky style. She used to be in labyrinth and she had a crush on Jareth, but when Jareth realized that Misto has almost as great powers as his, so the king send her on the ground, away from underground.
Misto's powers are wuite much alike, if we look at Jareth's powers. Misto can also control space and time, but she doesn't like to control them, I don't know why. She likes the nature like it is...? I suppose, that's how it is. She can also turn into a parrot and she can change her look, like she can look more like a human being, not like elf/goblin.
We all know that Jareth controls crystalballs (Jareth wants Sarah to play with his balls :3 ), Misto controls water. She can change its shape and he sees another place, when she looks in water... She can be in touch with anyone who... has the same power over any other thing. That's like a... videotelephone~
...
And Misto's personality is like... mine. She likes to play and do tricks and tease everybody, she's happy. But she also can be quiet and she thinks a lot. She gets mad very quickly and etc.
And yesterday, when I was walking and I sat on the bridge... or I didn't sat on the bridge, I sat on it's... edge? Yes, well anyway, I wanted to draw and make a story of Misto. It's freaky to make a character with my name on her. ...Even if yeah, Misto isn't my real name, it's my name on the internet. But every guy in my class calls me Misto (That's sometimes scary) and my friends some call me...
But yeah, I think tomorrow or wednesday I'll scan pictures and write about her.
Carry on!
~Misto.
Yesterday (I hope it totally was yesterday) I made a new character, who is also my alter ego (alter ego is like another me. ...I have lots of alternative Me's, but still.) . I wish I had a beautiful picture of her, but right now I'm awful drawer (usually I'm good, but not now) and I have no idea what and how to draw her.
My character is called Misto and she's like a goblin. She has red hair, elf-ears, green eyes and freaky style. She used to be in labyrinth and she had a crush on Jareth, but when Jareth realized that Misto has almost as great powers as his, so the king send her on the ground, away from underground.
Misto's powers are wuite much alike, if we look at Jareth's powers. Misto can also control space and time, but she doesn't like to control them, I don't know why. She likes the nature like it is...? I suppose, that's how it is. She can also turn into a parrot and she can change her look, like she can look more like a human being, not like elf/goblin.
We all know that Jareth controls crystalballs (Jareth wants Sarah to play with his balls :3 ), Misto controls water. She can change its shape and he sees another place, when she looks in water... She can be in touch with anyone who... has the same power over any other thing. That's like a... videotelephone~
...
And Misto's personality is like... mine. She likes to play and do tricks and tease everybody, she's happy. But she also can be quiet and she thinks a lot. She gets mad very quickly and etc.
And yesterday, when I was walking and I sat on the bridge... or I didn't sat on the bridge, I sat on it's... edge? Yes, well anyway, I wanted to draw and make a story of Misto. It's freaky to make a character with my name on her. ...Even if yeah, Misto isn't my real name, it's my name on the internet. But every guy in my class calls me Misto (That's sometimes scary) and my friends some call me...
But yeah, I think tomorrow or wednesday I'll scan pictures and write about her.
Carry on!
~Misto.
Friday 17 September 2010
17092010
Hello~
Today ... the magician from finnish children's TV show was in our school. I think the order of the words sucks a little bit.
But yeah, he was talking about caffeine, smokes and alcohol. And well, he was so funny, he made evrybody laugh. And he was so good looking, I didn't remember that. Well, when I saw him in TV I was so little, that maybe I didn't like think of how he looked. Only thing I was interested in was the magic. And well, he sang sometimes.
I got a new MP3 player today. The old one always killed the headphones. ..That's actually what I thought, I think the headphones may be alright, but the player... Well, it made the headphones like... the other one was either sounding very weakly or it was all mute. And well, the weak sound (sometimes sounded like few seconds, then it didn't sound at all, you know what I mean) was always first, then it became mute.
The new player is actually quite alright. It's smaller than the previous one, but it has larger memory, 16 gt. ...Oh my god, and the 8 gt was even too much for me to fill.
And I've decided something about the confirmation camp, that will be next summer. ...Or this year anyways. I'm going with my... buddy? I don't really know her, but we have talked in msn messenger and a little like... face to face. But still, well, she wanted to go same "camp" that I do, which really isn't camp, and that's why I'm going there. I don't wanna be in the middle of nowhere reading gospels or something. I don't know... What people actually do at the confirmation camp?
I'm bored with the music I have in my computer. I'm gonna say, what do I have here. You wanna hear it? No? Ha, you have no choice actually.
A Skylit Drive
A Static Lullaby
A Thorn For Every Heart
Alice Cooper
Alice in Chains
All-American Rejects
Ana Black
Anarchy Club
Andy McCoy
Anna Puu
Anna Tsuchiya
Arctic Monkeys
Armor for sleep
Ayumi Hamasaki
Babyshambles
Backyard Babies
Bauhaus
Billy Idol
Blind Melon
Blink-182
Blur
Boys Like Girls
Brian Eno
Briard
Broken Social Scene
BrokeNCYDE
Buck-Tick
Cansei De Ser Sexy
Chicago
Christian Death
CRASHDÏET
Culture Club
Cute is what we aim for
Cyndi Lauper
Dan Black
David Bowie (My only love.. :))
Dead Kennedys
Deathstars
Deep Insight
Dinosaur Jr.
Disco Ensemble
Dizzy
Dope Stars Inc.
Drist
Drop Dead Gorgeous
Duran Duran
Editors
Ellegarden
Evanescence
Eyes Set To Kill
Faster Pussycat
Frankenstein Drag Queens From The Planet 13
Fleetwood Mac
Foxy Roxx
From Autumn To Ashes
From First To Last
Funeral For A Friend
Garbage
GLAY
Goo Goo Dolls
Greenday
Halifax
Hardcore Superstar
Heart Throb Mob
Hellogoodbye
Hidden in Plain view
Hit The Lights
Hole
Hopes Die Last
Hot Leg
IAMX
Iggy Pop
Jack Off Jill
Jann Wilde & Rose Avenue
Jimmy Eat World
Joy Division
Kent
Kill Hannah
Kings Of leon
Kiss
Kylie Minouge
L.A. Guns
Labyrinth -soundtrack
Ladytron
LCD Soundsystem
Lita Ford
Lovehatehero
Maj Karma
Marilyn
Marilyn Manson
Marina & The Diamonds
Masquerage
Michael Monroe
Miike Snow
Mika
Mindless Self Indulgence
Minus The Bear
Motion City Soundtrack
Mott The Hoople
Muffs
Mumiy Troll
Murderdolls
Muse
My American Hearth
My Chemical Romance
My Life with the thrill kill kult
Neljä Ruusua
Nerf Herder
New Order
New Yor Dolls
Nina Hagen
Nirvana
Oasis
Panic! At The Disco
Paolo Nutini
Party Monster -soundtrack
Peppermint Creeps
Pet Hate
Pete Parkkonen
Pink Cream 69
Placebo
Plain white T's
Pretty Boy Floyd
Princess Pang
Pyhät Nuket
Queens Of The Stone Age
Queeny Blast Pop
R.E.M.
Radiohead
Rage against the machine
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Richard Ashcroft
Robots In Disguise
Saosin
Scarling
Scary kids Scaring kids
Scissor Sisters
Senses Fail
Sex Pistols
She wants revenge
Shinedown
Shocktreatment -soundtrack
Shocking lemon
Siouxsie And The Banshees
Skinny Puppy
Smashing Pumpkins
Sneaker Pimps
Southgang
Stereophonics
Stone Gods
Story of the year
Suburban Tribe
Sugarcult
Sum 41
Sunrise Avenue
Sweet
Switchblade Symphony
Taking Back Sunday
Tears for fears
Tenth Avenue North
The Ark
The Cramps
The Cure
The Dandy Warhols
The Darkness
The Dead Weather
The Distillers
The Dog's D'amour
The Dresden Dolls
The Early November
The Fray
The Go Find
The Hives
The Joneses
The Killers
The Kills
The Libertines
Tje Medic Droid
The Offspring
The Quireboys
The Raconteurs
The Sisters of Mercy
The Smiths
The Starting Line
The Stone Roses
The Velvet Underground
The Verve
Thursday
Tin Machine
Tuesday Knight
Tura Satana
Uffie
Uncle Tupelo
Wednesday 13
We Are Scientists
We The Kings
Velvet Revolver
White Stripes
Wrathchild
...Whoa, that's a lots of bands. And still I can't find that enough. I mean, I always want more music, more music. Soon my computer's going to explode, and then I'll know, that I have too much files inside my computer.
...I Dunno why I listed all those. I mean, who's gonna do anything with those names? Ok, someone may try a new band, like "hey what the fuck is that, never heard" and if he likes it, I'm the hero, if he doesn't... Well... Then he's not going to read this anymore haha.
But I mean, who reads this anyway? It feels the same, like talking alone.
Goodbye, I'm going to go and click some pokémons @ Global PokédeX Plus. Btw, my nick there is MISTOEATFRUITCAKE.
-Misto (who doesn't eat anyone, because she needs to lose some weight.)
Carry on!
Today ... the magician from finnish children's TV show was in our school. I think the order of the words sucks a little bit.
But yeah, he was talking about caffeine, smokes and alcohol. And well, he was so funny, he made evrybody laugh. And he was so good looking, I didn't remember that. Well, when I saw him in TV I was so little, that maybe I didn't like think of how he looked. Only thing I was interested in was the magic. And well, he sang sometimes.
I got a new MP3 player today. The old one always killed the headphones. ..That's actually what I thought, I think the headphones may be alright, but the player... Well, it made the headphones like... the other one was either sounding very weakly or it was all mute. And well, the weak sound (sometimes sounded like few seconds, then it didn't sound at all, you know what I mean) was always first, then it became mute.
The new player is actually quite alright. It's smaller than the previous one, but it has larger memory, 16 gt. ...Oh my god, and the 8 gt was even too much for me to fill.
And I've decided something about the confirmation camp, that will be next summer. ...Or this year anyways. I'm going with my... buddy? I don't really know her, but we have talked in msn messenger and a little like... face to face. But still, well, she wanted to go same "camp" that I do, which really isn't camp, and that's why I'm going there. I don't wanna be in the middle of nowhere reading gospels or something. I don't know... What people actually do at the confirmation camp?
I'm bored with the music I have in my computer. I'm gonna say, what do I have here. You wanna hear it? No? Ha, you have no choice actually.
A Skylit Drive
A Static Lullaby
A Thorn For Every Heart
Alice Cooper
Alice in Chains
All-American Rejects
Ana Black
Anarchy Club
Andy McCoy
Anna Puu
Anna Tsuchiya
Arctic Monkeys
Armor for sleep
Ayumi Hamasaki
Babyshambles
Backyard Babies
Bauhaus
Billy Idol
Blind Melon
Blink-182
Blur
Boys Like Girls
Brian Eno
Briard
Broken Social Scene
BrokeNCYDE
Buck-Tick
Cansei De Ser Sexy
Chicago
Christian Death
CRASHDÏET
Culture Club
Cute is what we aim for
Cyndi Lauper
Dan Black
David Bowie (My only love.. :))
Dead Kennedys
Deathstars
Deep Insight
Dinosaur Jr.
Disco Ensemble
Dizzy
Dope Stars Inc.
Drist
Drop Dead Gorgeous
Duran Duran
Editors
Ellegarden
Evanescence
Eyes Set To Kill
Faster Pussycat
Frankenstein Drag Queens From The Planet 13
Fleetwood Mac
Foxy Roxx
From Autumn To Ashes
From First To Last
Funeral For A Friend
Garbage
GLAY
Goo Goo Dolls
Greenday
Halifax
Hardcore Superstar
Heart Throb Mob
Hellogoodbye
Hidden in Plain view
Hit The Lights
Hole
Hopes Die Last
Hot Leg
IAMX
Iggy Pop
Jack Off Jill
Jann Wilde & Rose Avenue
Jimmy Eat World
Joy Division
Kent
Kill Hannah
Kings Of leon
Kiss
Kylie Minouge
L.A. Guns
Labyrinth -soundtrack
Ladytron
LCD Soundsystem
Lita Ford
Lovehatehero
Maj Karma
Marilyn
Marilyn Manson
Marina & The Diamonds
Masquerage
Michael Monroe
Miike Snow
Mika
Mindless Self Indulgence
Minus The Bear
Motion City Soundtrack
Mott The Hoople
Muffs
Mumiy Troll
Murderdolls
Muse
My American Hearth
My Chemical Romance
My Life with the thrill kill kult
Neljä Ruusua
Nerf Herder
New Order
New Yor Dolls
Nina Hagen
Nirvana
Oasis
Panic! At The Disco
Paolo Nutini
Party Monster -soundtrack
Peppermint Creeps
Pet Hate
Pete Parkkonen
Pink Cream 69
Placebo
Plain white T's
Pretty Boy Floyd
Princess Pang
Pyhät Nuket
Queens Of The Stone Age
Queeny Blast Pop
R.E.M.
Radiohead
Rage against the machine
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Richard Ashcroft
Robots In Disguise
Saosin
Scarling
Scary kids Scaring kids
Scissor Sisters
Senses Fail
Sex Pistols
She wants revenge
Shinedown
Shocktreatment -soundtrack
Shocking lemon
Siouxsie And The Banshees
Skinny Puppy
Smashing Pumpkins
Sneaker Pimps
Southgang
Stereophonics
Stone Gods
Story of the year
Suburban Tribe
Sugarcult
Sum 41
Sunrise Avenue
Sweet
Switchblade Symphony
Taking Back Sunday
Tears for fears
Tenth Avenue North
The Ark
The Cramps
The Cure
The Dandy Warhols
The Darkness
The Dead Weather
The Distillers
The Dog's D'amour
The Dresden Dolls
The Early November
The Fray
The Go Find
The Hives
The Joneses
The Killers
The Kills
The Libertines
Tje Medic Droid
The Offspring
The Quireboys
The Raconteurs
The Sisters of Mercy
The Smiths
The Starting Line
The Stone Roses
The Velvet Underground
The Verve
Thursday
Tin Machine
Tuesday Knight
Tura Satana
Uffie
Uncle Tupelo
Wednesday 13
We Are Scientists
We The Kings
Velvet Revolver
White Stripes
Wrathchild
...Whoa, that's a lots of bands. And still I can't find that enough. I mean, I always want more music, more music. Soon my computer's going to explode, and then I'll know, that I have too much files inside my computer.
...I Dunno why I listed all those. I mean, who's gonna do anything with those names? Ok, someone may try a new band, like "hey what the fuck is that, never heard" and if he likes it, I'm the hero, if he doesn't... Well... Then he's not going to read this anymore haha.
But I mean, who reads this anyway? It feels the same, like talking alone.
Goodbye, I'm going to go and click some pokémons @ Global PokédeX Plus. Btw, my nick there is MISTOEATFRUITCAKE.
-Misto (who doesn't eat anyone, because she needs to lose some weight.)
Carry on!
Thursday 16 September 2010
16092010
Blaaaah, I'm so... Tired. I'm in pain, oh my feeett...
Hi, I ran 1200 metres today. We should run 2000 metres, but I quitted running after three rounds. (We was supposed to run five rounds.)
And then we had a Finnish test, and I don't know how it went. I mean, verb's moods, oh my god. What am I gonna do with them anyway? Potential... In finnish that is so fucking hard. I mean the words look compeletely insane. It looks like dialect...
Today I'm going to start aikido with Sandra. Sandra's knee is... not well, so she's gonna do nothing there, so I asked Tiina and Seidi to join me, because I don't want to be there with some guys alone. That just.. sucks.
OK, again I have nothing writings to show, but WHO CARES, I haven't done anything beautiful. Tseh.
-Misto.
Hi, I ran 1200 metres today. We should run 2000 metres, but I quitted running after three rounds. (We was supposed to run five rounds.)
And then we had a Finnish test, and I don't know how it went. I mean, verb's moods, oh my god. What am I gonna do with them anyway? Potential... In finnish that is so fucking hard. I mean the words look compeletely insane. It looks like dialect...
Today I'm going to start aikido with Sandra. Sandra's knee is... not well, so she's gonna do nothing there, so I asked Tiina and Seidi to join me, because I don't want to be there with some guys alone. That just.. sucks.
OK, again I have nothing writings to show, but WHO CARES, I haven't done anything beautiful. Tseh.
-Misto.
Tuesday 14 September 2010
14092010
DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM~
What shall I write today? Oh yes, today at school I found out, that some of the guys thinks, that I have a crush on one guy, because - and this is the most idiotic party - last christmas I said, that his hair is cool.
WHAAT?! There's lots of people, whose hair I like, but I still don't have a crush on them! Oh my god... And last christmas was nine months ago, and and and... I don't know, it's just so.. stupid. Haha, and it made me laugh for a long time.
Today there was nothing as weird as that. Except that at maths we watched one stand up comic-thing from YouTube, but that's not actually weird.
I started to write one of my best stories, which I deleted from my computer a long time ago. I would put it in here, but I'll write it in finnish, and this blog is in english, so... Blah. I'm not gonna write blog with two languages. I have an idea, how hard that is.
So, no any stories/poems today. Sorry. HAhaa.
~Misto.
...Why do I always write that Misto-thing? I'm not gonna do that anymore.
What shall I write today? Oh yes, today at school I found out, that some of the guys thinks, that I have a crush on one guy, because - and this is the most idiotic party - last christmas I said, that his hair is cool.
WHAAT?! There's lots of people, whose hair I like, but I still don't have a crush on them! Oh my god... And last christmas was nine months ago, and and and... I don't know, it's just so.. stupid. Haha, and it made me laugh for a long time.
Today there was nothing as weird as that. Except that at maths we watched one stand up comic-thing from YouTube, but that's not actually weird.
I started to write one of my best stories, which I deleted from my computer a long time ago. I would put it in here, but I'll write it in finnish, and this blog is in english, so... Blah. I'm not gonna write blog with two languages. I have an idea, how hard that is.
So, no any stories/poems today. Sorry. HAhaa.
~Misto.
...Why do I always write that Misto-thing? I'm not gonna do that anymore.
Monday 13 September 2010
13092010
Hi there, everybodyyyyyyyyyyyy~
Today was boring day - and it's monday. Only interesting class today was hazard-geography, and it's also the easiest class of every week, because we oly write or watch documents. And today there also was... Biology, maths, history, health education and english. At history, we are studying World War II. We have studied everything all the way to Germany's surrender, but there's still much more to study, I hope. Becuase, if the World War II is finished in few classes, then ... I don't know. Then I waited too much.
I was going to translate my old short stories today, but I found then impossible to translate, so well, I'm not going to do that today, ha! I'm just tired, and I made this entry for nothing.
I'll go and watch some Soap.
-Misto.
Today was boring day - and it's monday. Only interesting class today was hazard-geography, and it's also the easiest class of every week, because we oly write or watch documents. And today there also was... Biology, maths, history, health education and english. At history, we are studying World War II. We have studied everything all the way to Germany's surrender, but there's still much more to study, I hope. Becuase, if the World War II is finished in few classes, then ... I don't know. Then I waited too much.
I was going to translate my old short stories today, but I found then impossible to translate, so well, I'm not going to do that today, ha! I'm just tired, and I made this entry for nothing.
I'll go and watch some Soap.
-Misto.
Friday 10 September 2010
11092010
Here I am, sitting in front of computer screen. Everyone is going slightly mad, because "OH MY GOD WE ARE SO IN A HURRY, HURRY UP YOU LAZY" etc.
Excuse moi, I thought that we are leaving at twelve o'clock, and time is like half past nine.
I should put my make up on. And I should do something, but yeah, I'm not a person, who must please other people. When I do something, I never do it right, so why should I bother them and fail more? They told me, go and take some branches from the rowan, and well, I took some short ones, and then I come back and everybody is like "NO NO NO, MUCH LONGER WHY CAN'T YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT." Well sorry.
I have a imagination's block and a writer's block. I have nothing to write.
And yesterday, I ran into a woman, that I've known a long time. She used to tell stories in the library, when I was like 4-6 years old, and every saturday I went there. And then she and one artist had a class for visual arts and writing. And well, this woman is the first one, that ever said, that I'm gonna be a writer. So it was nice to ran into her. We didn't talk for long, but she asked, have I written a lot and etc.
So, tomorrow or monday I'll put my writings here. Wish me luck, I don't wanna die there.
~Misto
Excuse moi, I thought that we are leaving at twelve o'clock, and time is like half past nine.
I should put my make up on. And I should do something, but yeah, I'm not a person, who must please other people. When I do something, I never do it right, so why should I bother them and fail more? They told me, go and take some branches from the rowan, and well, I took some short ones, and then I come back and everybody is like "NO NO NO, MUCH LONGER WHY CAN'T YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT." Well sorry.
I have a imagination's block and a writer's block. I have nothing to write.
And yesterday, I ran into a woman, that I've known a long time. She used to tell stories in the library, when I was like 4-6 years old, and every saturday I went there. And then she and one artist had a class for visual arts and writing. And well, this woman is the first one, that ever said, that I'm gonna be a writer. So it was nice to ran into her. We didn't talk for long, but she asked, have I written a lot and etc.
So, tomorrow or monday I'll put my writings here. Wish me luck, I don't wanna die there.
~Misto
10092010
Nom nom nom. My first blog entry here.
Hey, when ever I make a blog, and then I make a new post, I start something like "HAHA IT'S MY FIRST ENTRY HERE" ... I should drop dead.
I'm tired, and I should go to bed. Tomorrow is a party with my family, and then all three aunts and their husbands and cousins and their children. And the worst thing is - The only one, who is my age, can't make it. So, I'm there like the only one, when adults all are like 30 or older, all the kids are 11, or younger. And so, I'm gonna listen my mp3-player in the shadows and die. I can't talk to anyone, because well, ones are too young to listen, ones are too old.
"Yeah, I've been a teenager too, I know, it's so hard, but everyone thinks they are different and they feel like outsiders! I know, when I was young..."
Oh get out of here...
I'll maybe take a notebook with me, and then I'm gonna write all kinds of things, and then put them here to everyone to judge and laugh at... I hope not.
So, I'm gonna go now, get some six hours sleep and then wake up, and load my mp3-player's loadable battery. And put more music to it, 450 songs isn't enough.
8 gt is too much space. I can't ever fill it!
~Misto.
Hey, when ever I make a blog, and then I make a new post, I start something like "HAHA IT'S MY FIRST ENTRY HERE" ... I should drop dead.
I'm tired, and I should go to bed. Tomorrow is a party with my family, and then all three aunts and their husbands and cousins and their children. And the worst thing is - The only one, who is my age, can't make it. So, I'm there like the only one, when adults all are like 30 or older, all the kids are 11, or younger. And so, I'm gonna listen my mp3-player in the shadows and die. I can't talk to anyone, because well, ones are too young to listen, ones are too old.
"Yeah, I've been a teenager too, I know, it's so hard, but everyone thinks they are different and they feel like outsiders! I know, when I was young..."
Oh get out of here...
I'll maybe take a notebook with me, and then I'm gonna write all kinds of things, and then put them here to everyone to judge and laugh at... I hope not.
So, I'm gonna go now, get some six hours sleep and then wake up, and load my mp3-player's loadable battery. And put more music to it, 450 songs isn't enough.
8 gt is too much space. I can't ever fill it!
~Misto.
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